boys and girls

dress - self made

heels - peacocks 

the older i get

the more i tend to dress like a little girl

it's starting to be a bit disturbing

..

when i was a little girl

all i ever wanted was to be a boy

i dressed like a boy

i only had male friends

and had cars and guns instead of dolls 

(when i was 4-5 years old

i convinced myself i am a boy

and for days i tried to pee standing..

it drove my parents nuts)

..

i still have more male than female friends

i rather drink beer with boys

or go fishing or watch football

than go shopping and talk about things that girls talk about

i swear like a pirate

and can burp louder that anyone i ever met

..

isn't it a bit disturbing

that i do all that

dressed like a 5 year old girl?

..

mokosha