Saturday, March 24

boys and girls






dress - self made
heels - peacocks 

the older i get
the more i tend to dress like a little girl
it's starting to be a bit disturbing
..
when i was a little girl
all i ever wanted was to be a boy
i dressed like a boy
i only had male friends
and had cars and guns instead of dolls 
(when i was 4-5 years old
i convinced myself i am a boy
and for days i tried to pee standing..
it drove my parents nuts)
..
i still have more male than female friends
i rather drink beer with boys
or go fishing or watch football
than go shopping and talk about things that girls talk about
i swear like a pirate
and can burp louder that anyone i ever met
..
isn't it a bit disturbing
that i do all that
dressed like a 5 year old girl?
..
mokosha

19 comments:

  1. Oh, I don't find it disturbing...maybe because I have the same story. As I get older, I find myself drawn to wearing more and more feminine things. So when you figure it out, let me know.

    P.S. I think toy cars are wonderful. I never played with dolls.

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    1. oh, and trucks are the best.. my favorite toy was yellow track.. and a helicopter..

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  2. I just love all your girly dresses!

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    1. :) thanks mm.. think i'm gonna call you mm now, i like that

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  3. i know i say this constantly, but i swear we are sisters.

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    1. i feel the same.. so, sista, make up a bed in guest room, i'm coming to sew poolside with you hehe (that's an evil mind 'hehe')

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  4. I don't find it disturbing either...makes perfect sense to me! Love your dress!

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    1. thanks debi.. i hope you never hear me burp, you would probably find that disturbing.. it can make children cry :)

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  5. Not disturbing at all. You just have the confidence to be who you want to be, that's all. And though it sounds like an afterthought, it really isn't: that dress is lovely but I'm pretty sure you can't make ugly things.

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    1. thanks katarina.. oh, and i totally make ugly things.. and bunch of failures.. and then i just hide them in the back of my ufo closet, and forget about them

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  6. kako? kako ja ne znam za tvoj blog? beskrajno hvala na komentaru koji me doveo ovdje, totalno sam oduševljena tvojim stilom, koliko dobrih haljina imaš!

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    1. hvala na lepim recima, emina.. uh, ja sam tek juce otkrila tvoj bolg i potpuno sam se odusevila njime.. mislim da sam provela par sati prelistavajuci ga hehe.. lepo je da smo se pronasle :)

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  7. I'm with you with the burping and the swearing... I know many people find it quite disturbing (esoecially because I also dress like a little girl, or a grandma at best) but I don't give a rat's ass. I think are phonies much worse.

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    1. oh i can't wait for the moment when we meet in the real world hehe (and that moment is totally going to happen one day).. it's going to be just fabulous :)

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  8. hmmm...nee...i ja sam decak,odrasla igrajuci se auticima ne lutkama :0

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    1. ja jos imam neke svoje autice, hehe.. a, pre 5-6 godina sam na exitu videla i da su izmislili nekakvo pomagalo uz pomoc koga seke mogu da piske stojeci, znaci sad totalno mogu da budem decak haha

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  9. I think it would Lolita style disturbing if you ACTED like a little girl, but dressing like one, well, I do that, so I support it. I don't know what girls talk about. I personally spend a lot of time thinking about violent action movies and vintage patterns and cats and brandy and mystery novels.

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  10. This dress is on my to-do list since... pfff, i don't remember! I hope mine will be so beautiful as your!

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