going bananas

dress - self made

heels - peacocks

this is my birthday party dress

..

for months i knew exactly

how i wanted my birthday party dress to look like:

bright red one

with low cut drape back

and pencil skirt

..

then i failed to find the right red fabric

..

so

if you wonder why i look like a flight attendant

here is your answer

..

if you wonder what my brooch is

it's half peeled banana

..

if you wonder was i drunk 

while sewing the dress

and therefore screwed up the print matching 

and used so wrongly colored zipper

answer is: no.

i was creative

..

mokosha

on the loose

peplum top - self made

pants - thrifted

rubber boots - benetton

blurry pic coat - self made

you should see my house right now

it looks like a hurricane passed trough it

..

there is also a hurricane

making mess with my brain

my left half of the brain shut down

while the right one is running wild

..

i missed doing fun and creative things

so now i want to do all those things

and with left brain on strike

and therefore, no sense of logic

i'm trying to do them all at once

..

right now i'm juggling

sewing, pattern tracing, knitting, cooking, 

bathroom cleaning (ok, that doesn't sound creative

but i made my own cleaning solution, and had to try it out), 

picture framing, 

party planning and photographing..

and that's just past hour or two i'm talking about

..

should try to fix my brain with a sudoku or something

before i start painting the walls 

 upholstering furniture

and writing poetry 

..

mokosha

there is no place like home

dress - thrifted

boots - too old to remember where i got them

and i'm back

..

well, i'm back for couple of weeks already

but i needed some time 

to catch up with my life

'cause i sort of missed 8 months of it..

 i've missed

all those little silly things

that we take for granted

..

and excavations..

well it was fantastic

for the first several months..

after that, it was pretty much horrible

i stayed inside

doing stupid paper works

instead of being at site..

i had to spend time

with people i don't like 

in environment i don't like

doing things i don't like..

if it wasn't for nina

and alcohol 

i think i would completely lose it

..

but let's not talk about that

past is past

and one can learn from the past..

it's a new year after all

and it's going to be way better than last one

..

my sewing machine broke

but that's not bad news

as i'm getting myself a brand new one..

and i got a brand new serger already

and sewing dummy as well

so

yeah

it's one fun year ahead of me

..

are you with me?

..

mokosha